Soul
of the Sunflower - Vedder
"Shadow
Flower and the Gardener of Time"
"Part III of III"
And
so it was that in the Garden of Time a flower died.
Shadowflower
remembered. All the flowers who had been chanting “Shrink her,
shrink her” stopped. There was silence in the Garden of Time. Even
the shadows that had hung around the edges of the flowerbed hid in
the undergrowth. Something had happened that had never happened
before. The light of a bright spirit had been put out.
The
Gardener beyond time looked at Shadowflower who was now weeping
again.
“I
didn’t mean to chase away the dancer. I was only one of seven
others and I didn’t even do the loudest chanting. I wasn’t the
only one to blame. Was I?” she pleaded.
“No,”
replied the Gardener beyond Time. “It is true that you were not
the only one. It is true that you were not the one who chanted the
most or even the loudest. Only it was you who most wanted it to stop
and didn’t say anything. You were the one who, more than the
others, wanted to say no to the shrinking and said nothing.”
Shadowflower
hung her head. She knew that what the Gardener beyond Time was
saying was right. She remembered that she had wanted to invite the
flower called Bright Spirit to dance with her group of flowers. Only
she had felt the shadow of fear that had come into the Garden of
Time. She feared not belonging. She feared she might be made to grow
up alone.
The
Gardener beyond Time continued, “You were the one in the group who
was the most sensitive to the light of Love. You are the one who
loved this invitation to love more than any other. You were the one
with the opportunity for courage and the one with the biggest heart.
I know this because I gave you this gift of a big heart. I am the
gardener of all the hearts in this garden.”
Shadowflower
said, “But it wasn’t that terrible. It was only a chant. It
didn’t last that long,” she said wanting to explain all the
reasons that might make sense of what had happened.
The
Gardener beyond Time went silent. After what seemed too long a time
for Shadowflower he spoke quietly but firmly. “Oh No. You think it
didn’t last that long. You think it simply went away and had no
more effect?” The Gardener beyond Time did not scold. He simply
stated this as if it where a question. Then he issued Shadowflower
an invitation.
“Come,
Beloved of my heart. Come and see where the chant is now. Come and
see the effect that you and your friends have created in the Garden
of Time. Come and see how what you create sometimes goes on and on.
Come and see the real Shadowland`s.
Shadowflower
was sure she had already seen quite enough. Yet she felt protected
by the gentle sound of the Gardener beyond Time’s voice. She felt
a protection from this Gardener that she could not explain. She felt
safe in a way that she had not known for too long a time.
And
so it was that the Gardener beyond Time took Shadowflower into the
future in the Garden of Time. There, in that future time
Shadowflower looks upon the Garden of Time. Only it does not look
anything like a garden at all. It is a place ruled by Shadows. There
are no flowers there. There is only the quiet of rocks and more
rocks. There are no birds because all the trees have been destroyed
by the sound of chanting.
This
is the sound of chanting from dark shapes that weave in and out of a
dark sky. These are the dark shapes that hover above a land that is
bare of sentient life because now in the Garden of Time there is no
light. And the dark shapes are chanting. Shadowflower does not have
to listen hard to hear the chant, “Shrink them, Shrink them.”
Shadowflower
cannot believe what she is seeing or hearing. She hears the chanting
of familiar voices. Amidst these she hears her own voice. She cries
out, “But I didn’t do this. I’m only one flower. I don’t
have the power to do this. I would never do this. I’m not a bad
flower. I never really meant to harm anyone. I wouldn’t let this
happen.”
And
the Gardner beyond time said, “No, you alone did not do this. You
alone did not bring this into being. This is only how it might be.
This is only how it might be if you do not speak the truth that is
in your heart – the heart that I have given to you. This is how it
will be when you forget the law of Love. This remember, is your Law.
Shadowflower
did not argue this time. Her heart told her that this indeed was the
Law and that she had broken it. “So Beloved Gardener beyond
Time," asked Shadowflower, “Is it too late for me to do
anything to change this darkness that I constantly feel in my
heart?"
The
Gardener beyond Time smiled and said, ”Beloved of my Heart, when
you live in the shadows for a long time you begin to think that the
light will never come again. Of course, all you flowers in the
Garden of Time think that you only ever have one season. But I have
created you forever. You may live in the Garden of Time but you are
always living in my Garden beyond Time. This is the Garden you call
Love.
“So
what do I do? “asked Shadowflower.
The
Gardener beyond Time smiled again. “You have already begun to do
what is needed. You have already started the change. You have shed
tears of a heart that was once hardened by shadow. You have seen
light reflected in the tears you have shed. This is the light called
Compassion. It is what I call Love with Wisdom. This is the power
you need to change shadow into light.”
The
Gardener beyond Time went silent. Then he spoke again. “The first
real step on the road to the return of light and delight is to
forgive the one who caused the shadow in the first place. Under the
law of Love you can change what you have created if you allow your
heart to open.
Love
begins with loving you for all that you have judged yourself
“good” or “bad.” I, who am the Gardener beyond Time, will
never judge you. All I ever do is love you as you are shadows and
all. This I do forever. This is my promise to all my creations in
the Garden of Time.
Shadowflower
suddenly woke up as if from a deep sleep. She glimpsed for a moment
a new possibility. She suddenly remembered what it felt like to live
without the burden of a shadow life. She glimpsed the possibility
that the darkness and shrunkenness of her heart might be over. She
felt again the beauty that she longed for. The beauty of a heart at
peace with itself in the delight of Love.
The
Gardener beyond Time spoke for the last time. “Shadowflower, you
are Beloved of me. You are my creation. Whatever you do or do not do
in this Garden of Time you are made in my image. I am a Gardener in
the Garden of Forever. I am always with you except when you choose
to close your heart. With this said the Gardener beyond Time left
the Garden of Time
Now
in the Garden of Time there lives a flower called Shadowflower. No
one knows quite how she got her name. All the bees are drawn to this
flower who grows alone. This is the flower they say who knows the
secret of the heart. They whisper that she knows the secret of being
all one.
Birds
sing more sweetly and ecstatically when in the presence of this dark
flower. All the little flowers in the Garden of Time especially love
to hear her tell about when she lived in Shadow. One little flower
especially loves this story more than any other. They say she takes
her name from her mother who loved the dance. Her name is Bright
Spirit.
So
when all the little flowers in the Garden of Time are silent and
attentive, Shadowflower begins, “Once upon a time in the Garden of
Time there lived a very unhappy flower named Shadow-flower. This is
the story of how she got her name.”
THE
END
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Tony Cuckson 2009
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