Soul
of the Sunflower - Vedder
"Shadow
Flower and the Gardener of Time"
"Part I of III"
In the Garden of Time there lives a flower
called Shadowflower. No one quite knows how she got her rather
strange name. All the bees are drawn to this flower for her
sweetness and the way she sends out rhythms that dance on the wind.
Birds sing more deeply and more beautifully when in the presence of
this flower.
All the little flowers, especially one called
“Bright Spirit,” sit at the feet of this seasoned old flower and
loved to hear the story of how she got her name. When all is quiet in
the Garden of Time and the birds have ceased singing and the bees
have stopped buzzing, the flower who loves her own shadow begins the
story of how she got her name.
Shadowflower takes a deep breath and remembers. She remembers
a time that once was, has gone now forever but is always returning.
She looks into the faraway sky and far beyond the time when her life
was not as it is now. She returns to the time, when in the Garden of
Time, she was rootless. She returns to a time when she lay in a bed
that was shallow and devoid of any nourishment.
She lay in a bed where there was little light
for most of the day, everyday. There was no feeling of opening to
the sun. There was only the feeling of shrinking away from the
light. Shadowflower felt so sad. In her sorrow she called out to the
Gardener of the Garden of Time but it seemed he did not care or
could not hear.
But the Gardner of the Garden of Time is not
just any Gardener. He is the Gardener who comes from beyond time. He
only comes into the Garden of Time when those who call really want
to come out of the shadow into the light. Otherwise there is little
that he can do to add nourishment to the soil or create an opening
for the sunlight. So it was that Shadowflower called and called and
called. Her roots began to get dry and hard and this caused her much
pain. Finally she thought that she would simply go and lie in the
Sun and that would end all her sorrow and suffering.
So one very bright day Shadowflower began to
uproot herself. As she was doing this the Gardener beyond Time came
and said, "Beloved of my Heart, what are you doing?”
Shadowflower covered her eyes. The light around the Gardener beyond
Time seemed brighter than she had ever seen before and it stung her
eyes.
She shrank away. "Who are you?” she asked
defensively. She had never seen this man before. She feared that
even though she felt very bad that he would think she was a weed.
That would be the last straw to end up being pulled up by the roots
and being thought something as obnoxious as a weed.
“I am the Gardener beyond Time and this is
my Garden. You are my Beloved Creation. You have been calling me and
I am here to help you in any way that you care to ask me to do so,”
advised the Gardner beyond Time.
Shadowflower wanted to say, “Well, you took
your time coming.” She wanted to tell this Gardener beyond Time
person that she had been calling and calling and that now it was too
late. She wanted to say some rude words that indicated he should go
away but she resisted. She thought her mother would not approve of
such language. "Let me help you, Beloved Creation,” requested the Gardener. This
only served to irritate Shadowflower even more. “Who does he think
he’s calling Beloved Creation? I’m no creation of his. I created
me all by myself with some help from the soil. I’ve never even
seen him before!”
Yet Shadowflower sensed something more. It
was in the sound of the Gardener's voice. There was such tenderness
in this voice that she forgot her pain. "OK, you want to help me, do
you?” asked Shadowflower, with not just a little bitterness in her
voice. “If you're so helpful, then explain to me why I have all
this shadow around me and what did I ever do to deserve it? I’ve
been a good flower all my life! I haven’t done anything bad! Yet
there is all this pain at my roots. I don’t know how I can get it
to go away.” At this the flower began to weep and all the petals
around her sad face began to shake up and down.
The Gardener from beyond Time remained silent
until she had stopped sobbing. He left it a moment and said, “Are
you sure that you want to know the reason why you are in so much shadow? "Of
course, I want to know,” replied Shadowflower who was feeling that
this Gardener from Beyond Time was far beyond anything she had ever
met before. Although he irritated her he seemed to listen to her in
a way that no one ever quite listened to her before.
She seemed, despite her irritation with him,
drawn to share her heart that felt shrunken and unalive. “OK then,”
replied the Gardener from Beyond Time, "The reason why you live
in shadow is because it’s The Law. "It's The Law!” responded
Shadowflower. “Is that it? You're telling me that the reason for
all my roots dangling is because of The Law?"
The Gardner from Beyond Time replied quietly,
“Yes, Beloved of Creation.” Shadowflower began to shake.
“Well! Let me tell you that I'm really glad you told me that! It
is real good to hear. That makes me really, really happy to know
that its because of The Law. At least now I can rest in peace
knowing that all this suffering, all this pain, all this horror is
because of The Law. Gee, thanks! You really do know how to make a
girl feel great!.”
When she had finished venting Shadowflower
shouted, “And by the way, I am not your Beloved of Creation! I've
never met you before in my life and I'm not sure that I want that to
change either.” The Gardener from Beyond Time remained silent.
This was always the way those in shadow responded to the answer he
gave them. He knew that you had to let them shake up and down and go
bright red and have their breathing change and their angry words be
heard before you could explain to them The Law. Shadowflower took a
deep breath.
Then she took another. She sat down on the
ground and tucked her dry roots into the dry earth. This caused her
some pain. The Gardener from Beyond Time came and touched her dry
body and in an instant she felt, for one joyous moment, pain free.
Wow, thought Shadowflower. "Wow. This
feels so good. You are a real Gardener." She remembered what her
mother had taught her and she said, “Thank you." "You're
welcome, Beloved of Creation.” Then the Gardener Beyond Time smiled
and said, “Sorry, you asked me not to call you that."
"It's OK. You can call me that if you
want. You seem to think it's true and to be honest I can do with
someone who thinks I am the Beloved of Creation. I certainly don’t
feel very Beloved. I certainly don’t feel very lovely.”
Shadowflower began to cry again but this time there felt some
release in crying.
This time there was crying but it did not
feel painful or pain filled. Shadowflower sat quietly and felt the
soil beneath her roots. It felt good and she just wanted to be there
for a while. The Gardener beyond Time sat on the ground before her
and let her be.
After a time, Shadowflower asked, “This Law,”
and then she hesitated. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to know more
but so far the results of conversing with the Gardener beyond Time
had been more than she could have hoped for.
The Gardener beyond Time let her proceed at
her own pace. “This Law," she began again. "Tell me more about
it.” Then Shadowland`s mother popped into her head as all good
girl’s mothers tend to do when they are tying to assert
themselves. Then Shadowflower said reluctantly, “Please."
"This Law is Our Law,” replied the
Gardner beyond Time. This only set Shadowflower off on another
of her rants. “Just wait a minute, just hold on there ,” she
said slowly at first. Then the rant began to gather speed, “Just
you wait there, buddy. Did I hear you right or was it a bee buzzing
in my ear? I thought I heard you say that this so called Law is ‘Our
Law?’
“Yes, that is true, Beloved of Creation.”
“OK, Mr. Gardener beyond Time or whoever
you call yourself, just answer me this question. When was I ever
consulted about this Law you call Our Law? Cause I want to tell you
I don’t ever remember being consulted about any such law. And let
me tell you more. I don’t think very much of a Law that makes good
people like me suffer for no reason. I don’t think very much of a
law like that at all."
Shadowflower was panting. She was up off the
ground. She was now stamping her roots. Strange to say that there
was no pain in the movement where previously there had been little
or no movement at all. She suddenly looked down and saw what she was
doing. She started to leap up and down.
“Hey, look at me, I can dance,” she said.
And so she did. She forgot the rant about Our Law and she went on
dancing there and then and it seemed that a lot of shadows left her
face and flew off into the light. The Gardener from Beyond
Time watched her and a soft light fell from his face. He loved the
dance. He loved the dance of his creation. Nothing gave him more joy
than the dance of the light that he had created in all his Beloveds.
“OK, friend,” Shadowflower said. “I don’t
know what game your playing with me but it sure feels good. I’m
going to take a chance on you. You seem to be able to pull some
strings in this Garden of Time and I think you might well be able to
help me. I’m not sure if I agree with all you're going to show me
but heck, look at me! I’m dancing!” And so it was that
Shadowflower went off dancing and when she returned she learned The
Law.
Go to Part
Two
©
Tony Cuckson 2009
Another
Soul Friend - Kahil Gibran
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